It’s not so heavy when we all carry the weight of the world, and those days that never end–end. Inspired by life and getting through it. It’s my hope these head spillings will help you feel up when you’re not. Music is truly an incredible outlet. All tracks, old and new, were recorded in one take not long after writing. I want you to hear the emotion that continues to inspire. Deepest thanks to everyone who listen and support what I do. Love, released September 14, 2017
It truly means the world.
phoenix ↓
Crisscrossed Crisscross, Crisscross, Would you please? Would you please? Would you please? And scratched knees, Could you please? Could you please? Heartbeat Death threats and bedhead, I notice you noticing, No. Death threats and bedhead, I notice you noticing, The Simple Things will bring me down, We lack communication, Simple things will bring me down, Lately, Lucid dreaming away/awake, Lately, And I feel tomorrow today, Lately, I can’t feel your heartbeat, Hate? Infinity Hello, No, You light, How low, I know, You light, ‘Cause you`re the right high, Because you might risk, Hello, I know, You light, Until the sun finally dies, ‘Cause you’re the right high, Because you might risk, No, Blue I don’t know why, I don’t know how, I don’t know why, Get out of my mind, I don’t know why, The more that I try, I don’t know why, I hope you decide, . . . Lately, Maybe, Out on the white, Blue. Leaking . . . 2:28AM Gasoline, This piece of me, Why am I so cold? And this, And you, Don’t tell me that you didn’t see the stop signs ahead of you, You are so– 7:10PM . . . You’d be so proud of me, But why are you scaring me? 11:11PM . . . It’s not how you bleed, But just like before, “I’m Not Leaking Anymore.”
I’m at a loss,
For words,
These days,
I really feel it,
Today
Applesauce,
And other shit,
Kids say,
I really hope,
You’re okay
Let her sing for me,
Let her sing for you
Let her heartbeat,
Next to you
Play your song for me,
I’ll play my song for you
On kids playing hopscotch,
Kids just like you…
Play your heart for me,
Play your heart for you
Let her heartbeat,
Beat right on through.
Is where I’m at lately,
Where I can be more or less,
For your own safety
I can’t help but notice,
What’s not worth noticing
It’s rather simple lately,
Where I can be more than this
Oh, well is it worth…
Low,
Simple life is over now,
Simple how you just twirl me around,
I know,
Our simple life is over now
Sometimes,
We lack participation,
In our lives
Low,
Simple time is over–
Simple how you will twirl this around–
I know,
Our simple life is over now…
I am ashamed,
For being who you told me,
To be
How can you breathe,
In this place?
I’m not afraid,
To fill in my faults,
With your hate
How can you stay in this,
Shape?
I’m not okay,
Lucid dreaming life away, (Lucid dream your life away)
How can you love less than you,
Welcome to my head,
You know,
I think you were always part of it
Is this as good as it gets?
‘Cause I’ve been digging around,
And all the holes that I’ve found,
Haven’t pulled me out yet
The night sky,
The highlight,
In my life,
You floss right through me,
Through skylines
Would be your bet?
‘Cause it’s been 10 long years,
Since I started it
It’s all in my head,
But it’s been crawling around,
Oh It’s been dragging you down,
Well has it pushed you away yet?
The night sky,
The highlight,
In my life,
You floss right through me,
Through skylines
The right fix,
The ice in my veins,
Are you losing it?
No
You might die,
The feeling,
A feeling,
Close to you and I,
Are you losing it?
Welcome to my head,
You know,
This was never fuckin’ part of it
You try your best–
And then your arms wrapped around me,
And your warmth that surrounds me–
Hasn’t slipped my mind yet
The night sky,
The highlight,
In my life,
You floss right through me,
Through skylines–
Through Infinity
And the moon tries to reach its place,
To change emotion is to rain,
To die and fall right back again
The right fix,
The ice in my veins,
Are you losing it?
No
You might die,
The feeling,
Of feeling,
Close to you and I,
Are you losing it?
Not Ever.
But I’ve been here,
Out on the waves,
Before
But you stayed right by my side,
And you never let,
Go
But it’s in here,
I never felt,
So Blue
But you’d stay right through the night,
No you never let,
Go
But it’s in here,
Out of my mind,
So Blue
To fit in here,
The farther away I get,
From you
But it’s in here,
Out of my mind,
So Blue
To live the rest of your life,
Don’t you ever let–
Go
I can’t see you,
You’re barely,
Coming through
You should be you,
Am I getting through,
To you?
Well I’ve been here,
I never felt so,
Is trickling,
Down your cheekbone,
And on the road
You’ve left me wondering,
Will broken glass and street lights–
Take me home
Shameful array,
Of sirens,
Has come to take your breath away
Don’t ask why,
How does it feel to die,
Before you’re alive?
And that you’ll never see the stop signs ahead of you . . .
Wrong
My first day of school,
I learned to colour in the lines all by myself
Why won’t you talk to me?
Why are you leaking on the floor?
That gets to me,
‘Cause we all leak,
Sometimes,
It’s what we need
Is your head still sore?
By the engine’s roar–
You told me,